6.8 Km, 37:09.9, Dark 0°C, light wind
The turmoil of yesterday and this morning has left me confused and unfocused. It is dark & silent on my run today. My focus keeps coming back to the fears that are holding me lately.
- fear of risking my current job just because it is unsatisfying
- fear of not being able to "fool" anyone else that I should be paid my current wage
- fear of appearing a "fool" for needing a god (even a couple of minor ones) to help me decide what to do
- fear that my current employer will decide a little more fat trimming is necessary for the health of the company (who do you think they would let go?).
I am sure I could go on. It is encouraging that some of these fears I am addressing.
PBGs be willing, I will be ready to jump when the time comes.